fiveofclubs

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I have all these pictures on my wall, and one on my desk, and one by my bedside, and so many in my phone. What am I supposed to do with them? I can't rip them up, I can't throw them out. It won't make me feel any better. But keeping them out definitely won't either, they'll just keep reminding me. 2 years and 9 months, and he just isn't happy anymore. Out of the blue he decided he doesn't love me that way anymore. Well I still love him, so what the fuck am I supposed to do? What are you supposed to do when someone slaps you in the face and steals your whole future? All of my plans involved him. I never imagined him just not being there any

Ok, so I am in an Awesome mood! Tonight the topic of housing for next year came up. Our suitemate and bestest friend Carla knows some seniors with a great place so if we want it we get first dibs. It would cost less than living in a dorm even after utilities. Great location, close to class and parties. Every one would get their own bedroom, a free parking space, plus we already know we can live together well. Well the three of us live together well, we just need to find a fourth girl. But with this place and the price that won't be a problem. Oh, sudden thought! If the lease permits, if I have a house I am getting a dog! XD That will go ove