ANDY : lol....yeah pretty much hit it right on the head....like bam....thats good...im happy you are realizing it quickly
RufuS Face : BAM is how it came
RufuS Face : Like a smack to the head
RufuS Face : Like BAM! "it actually is ok"


I could spend my whole life wishing that a particular person would appreciate me but wishing can't make him care about me.

Wishing a particular person would realize how much I should be appreciated becomes ridiculous when I actually realized that all the other guys indeed take notice of me and plenty of them are ready to appreciate me.

I realized this second part just days ago. I have always had very little confidence with my body, but I don't know why anymore. I've never been skinny and this has always gotten to me. But suddenly I notice guys all over checking me out. Especially in those areas that aren't so woman-like for skinny girls XD I have nice curves, I have finally realized such.

So why spent my time wishing that boy would notice it all again? There is no good reason to do that. That's a terrible waste of time better spent kissing the less thick-headed.


I was never really the dating type in high school before Bobby. I was always one of the guys, and guys don't date another one of the guys (in most cases ) So now it's like I'm finally single. SINGLE. I never thought of myself in this sense before. Single and looking.

Being that I didn't have a boatload of experience before Bobby with playing the dating game, I was rather unsure that I would be able to hint at my interests without being too straight forward. As it turns out, I am some sort of expert with flirting.

I don't want a relationship now. I just want to have fun... but of course I've already run in to this awesome guy. What chemistry! Great personality, but shady life style choices. Not the type you bring home to mom and dad XD All the more reason to keep it casual I guess.